Friday, February 24, 2006 9:39 PM
after the MISS LIM incident, it followed up with another depressing case. my beloved maid, auntie annabelle, is leaving Singapore for HongKong. a few days ago, she went for the interview. i wanted her to fail and pass at the same time. i did not want her to go but it would be nice for her to explore a new working environment. now that she has passed the simple interview, she would be leaving in april. come to think of it again, im starting to cry. because she was with me for about 5 years now. and i was only informed... why can't they let me know a few more months earlier? i dont know why my family members arent saddened with this. my father dont really like her cos she's kinda forgetful. but she is caring and loving! my brother, said heartlessly that she was bad at times. but who can be perfect in this world? why cant she just stay for at least 1 more year? i heard from my mum that HongKong offers about $S800 pay per month, but does not pay the maid for the 1st half a year. i really hope she could stay. why is it that everyone goes for money and not the love and care we have? are we taking these for granted? i am greatly saddened by what has happened... ='(
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Sunday, February 19, 2006 2:14 PM
hi all... im kinda down now. on friday, something happened and it almost drived me mad. here's how the story goes... in the morning during assembly, i was asked to meet MISS SUSAN LIM at the PE room during recess. as i was not given a specific time to go during my 1hr recess, i went innocently after my recess. when i entered the room and told her the reason why i was there, she welcomed me with a lashing. she scolded me for being late and making her wait for 40 mins. being hurt of being accused, i just had to say sorry. after that, she told me to convince her why she should let me change my CCA. i started off saying that i was not interested in guides. she shouted at me and said i was insulting her gold medal award guides. afraid, i kept quiet. she scolded me again for keeping quiet. at that time, i did not know wad to say. she beat around the bush and said she would give me another chance in the end. in my mind, i was not sure if i should say thank you. furthermore, during the conversation, she lifted up her leg as if she were a AH BENG. even worse, my school pledge has 温文尔雅，高贵大方，谦恭有利。it meant: gentle and lady like. but how can we do that if even the teacher dosen't set a good example to us? and after that conversation, she seemed to have discouraged me and now im thinking of just sticking to guides. im really scared now. if i go up to her saying i would rather stick to guides because of the thinking day, would she lash me up again and not allow me to stay in guides and push me into table tennis instead? im really confused now. my training starts tomorrow. what should i do? someone help me please... ='(
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006 9:33 PM
for these two months in SNGS sec, i always thought it would be fun. but it was only this few weeks did i realise that the lessons are getting more and more boring... at first, i thought math lesson would be nice as i always loved math. never would i know that Mdm Ng [my math teacher], would be sooooo boring!!! i got sick of listening to her and started to get tired of writing down notes. but if i dont, would i ever achieve my dream of getting into NUSHS after the exam in Sec 2? today, i had the same feeling. i did not know wad to do. should i force myself and persevere till Sec 2? but, this is only the beginning! if im giving up now, what will happen to me for the rest of my life? secondary life is just like a tutorial in a game which helps u prepare for the "1st level" of the game. life is just like a game. if u give up, it will be GAME OVER. u cant change the rules of the game because god created it, god created our lives. although we may meet many difficulties along the way during the game, we must try our best to defeat it. if you fail, retry. if you fail again, keep retrying till u win the game. advance to the next level like the next level of YOUR life. look on the bright side, love ur life, and cherish every second of your life. ;)
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006 9:59 PM
what day is it? o.0 it's valentine's day!!! =) spend this day with ur loved ones. give them flowers or even a box of chocolates! they will scream!!! "sunshine i will be with u, in rainy days i shall be with you, love is no fool, dreams come true." [taken from Life Made Simple themesong] cherish your loved ones around you. with this, ur life brightens up and will be filled with love. after a long day at work, you come back, tired and exhausted. you brought your work back with u. but how about the love? you went to ur office/school with love but came back ignoring everyone, with no love left. ur tiredness brought you down, shooed away the love your loved ones needed. today, it's a special day just for you and your loved ones. for all those days with no love, bring this day to their lives and love them like as if it's the last day of ur life. "live as if today is the last day of your life." [taken from a talk.] finish whatever you needed to do. love the people around u, cherish every second spent with them. give them a kiss. [it's the thought that counts] that kiss-can change ur loved one's life. valentine's day is reserved just for YOU and YOUR LOVED ONES. =)
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Monday, February 06, 2006 9:09 PM
many people do not know who is having stress with the workload in school. now that i have juz stepped into the life of sec 1, i just realised that this year and the rest of my life isn't going to be as easy as primary life. tomorrow, i'll be having my first science test. worse, i have already sat for 3 english tests and 1 eng literature. secondary life is scary. now, because of the school, there's no more exams but MORE projects and tests. to many of my friends, i may be someone who is playing a fool in school and not serious at my work. actually, almost everytime im thinking of coming tests. thats why u may find me daydreaming and not listening to u. im trying my best to deal with the workload. hope all sec 1 pupils get used to it soon! =)
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Joslyn
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Sunday, February 05, 2006 1:17 PM
Hi all! =)
tdy, i went for tuition (as usual). last time, XZY used to be the nicest tuition centre in my whole life... until cai lao shi came... she is boring! no XZY spirit at all... now i miss zheng lao shi. when will i get to see her again? i would always think. every lesson, i only get to hear her name. never was there a chance for me to see her nor even know if it's REALLY her. im really sad now. where, when, how am i going to see her? someone help me. ='( rossy... if u see this. i hope u understand how i feel. -missing zheng lao shi-
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Joslyn
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Thursday, February 02, 2006 10:47 PM
omg this skin is the best man!!! i just need someone to help me with the cursor and it would be perfect! =) -maple addict-
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