Friday, July 31, 2009 6:21 PM
Finally!!! :D
Kakashi Gaiden is FINALLY animated! ^_^ Hehe. Audrey gave me the manga version of it during my birthday and I was just thinking whether I should read it today. XD When I came online to watch the latest episode of Naruto, I found 2 joys:
1. TWO episodes! ^_^
2. It's Kakashi Gaiden split into 2 parts! It's an hour long about Kakashi!! How great is that??? <333 .
Whee~!! I'm happy but I cried a lot during the 2 eps. Really very touching... Plus when they talked about Kakashi's childhood I was like heart aching. T.T... Glad that he turned out to be such a nice guy thanks to Obito. Hahas. Actually I already knew the story but never really read it in detail. XD So this episode is great!! Next week's episode he'll be inside too! So glad to have nice episodes of Naruto at this period of time. Really need a little time to get away from reality. Naruto is entertaining yet does not take such a long time. It's satisfying too! :D
If you wanna watch Kakashi Gaiden, I frequent this site a lot: http://tailedfox.com/
I feel suuuuuuuuper satisfied now! Shall aim to at least finish physical geog notes by today for Kakashi! ;x He went through so much... Can't be compared with pathetic Os right. He's such an encouragement~ :P
Haha okay. Shall start on geog after dinner. Buh-bye!
Kakashi the Sharingan user.
雀です。
Saturday, July 25, 2009 11:03 PM
From 22nd July till today, DPA has been on my mind 24/7.
It's crazy. The anticipation, the worry, the wait. How I wish I can just press the fast forward button and know the outcome. Of course, it's impossible. Many people are telling me to "chill", "just live with it", etc. I know that. But... It means so much to me. I wanna see if what I've penned down can actually send my passion for animals over. Am I capable of that? Who knows...
I really wanna get in. I want to show them how much my love for animals is. You see, if I apply for JC, who cares how much I love animals. All they want is results, results, results, CCA. Do they care what you wanna pursue? No. They just want you to score well in their JC so that they would be more well known. I hate that.
I wanna study what I have passion for. I have the confidence that I will do best in TP's vet tech than a prestigious JC.
Oh and guess what? I forgot to print my last draft of my write up. I'm so doomed. I guess I will just look at my original one of 2000 characters. -.-'' Exceeding the limit of 600-characters. GG.
I remember when I was reaching the thread on DPA on SGC, I was so frightened at the fact that so many people got their calls from TP already that I was practically having cold sweat and my eyes started to blur and my head started to spin and I think I almost trembled in fear. That's how much it means to me. Vet tech - I want.
Oh god, please please please help me. Give me the prove that I HAVE the passion. That I CAN be recognized for it. Tell me that I can do it, and prove it. Sorry if I sound rude but... Do I always have to beg you before you will help me? Is that how your ego shoots through the ceiling?
Okay, that was the first time I offended God. I always thought he'll help me. But this time he's giving me doubts... I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. It's killing me inside. It's rumored that TP will stop calling by tues. What if I don't get a call from them by then? What will I do? Swear at God and jump down the building? Nah... Then the world would be having one less animal lover. Which means lesser help to help animals. I'm not gonna do something that irresponsible. I've always believe that I was born to help them. It's like my mission in life. I can't just leave. I jut cant. Believe me, that's what makes me going. If not, I bet I'll be lying in the coffin buried somewhere I don't even know.
Hais... NP hasn't email/called me yet. Seriously, TP means much more to me. Cos they're experiences, have contacts for stuffs. NP is new. If they screw up, what will become of me? NP rejects me, I don't give a fuck.
So... TP, please call me. I know I may sound too bitchy for you to call but... PMS + DPA just don't go together ya?
Please forgive me for all my sins.
Amen.
雀です。