well well, it's finally the end of 2007 acedemic year. what i feel? hmm, it is the worst of my 11 years of education. i've met the worst classmates (nt referring to anyone) and the gayest people. results sucked too. basically, it is horrible. simply disgusting.
nevertheless, i've met some nice people too. :) like trella, darice and theresa. haha. like today we were at theresa's house having our 1-day DDR madness. we practically played for the whole day. :D it was good exercise! haha. had pizza for lunch. oh wait, i overslept in the morning!! lols~ XD supposed to meet them at 8.30 at school. in the end wake up at 8.30. =.='' like saturday liddat. supposed to meet nerice and huiting at 12, wake up at 12.30. :X hehehs. i know im a sleepyhead. xP
SIMPLY LOVE PLAYING DDR. woots im in love with it! 6th nov going out with ros to playyyyy~!! ^_^v wheessss~~~ loving my life. but i think it's about time to settle down... and maybe find a job. lols. who wanna join me? i think i will take alicia's advice and walk around a shopping mall and see if any shops looking for part-timers. haha. XD
played game of life as well. first game got 2nd. 2nd game got 2nd LAST. LOL. XD i was in serious debt. had like 375k in total i had to return. but still managed cos of the life cards. hehehehehehehehhehehs. play taboo too! OH. FUNNIEST PART. SIMS 2. LOL!!!!! made some sims after um, TEACHERS, and made them gays and lesbians. :X shall not mention their names though. they really looked like them. hahahahahaha!!
sad, play DDR until my mat the back arrow like siao liao. the censor move till dunno where. lols. darice help me buy in malaysia if u see kay! tq~!! ^_^v love u. hehehhs. and i shall re-list the list i made earlier... xP
THINGS I WANNA DO: work. get ready for sec 3. read up on vet science... blah blah. save up. chiong my blogshop. have a fun time in korea. :) train audition till lvl 25. train maple till lvl 50. earn as much money as possible. walk rocky everyday. find chinese, english and science tuition. get guides banner done asap. get my fiesta tickets sold. learn grooming of dogs if possible. slim down. volunteer as much as i can at mutts and mittens or any other animal shelters. do more cip work.
THINGS I WANT: nintendo ds. :D nintendogs. cooking mama. more nintendo games. money! :P a pair of hamsters. nice cage for hammies. nice clothes for me to wear. lots of presents for x'mas. XD more love. more care. build-a-bear. baby alive.
lols. a BETTER list. xP shall start working on them by order. :P kay, that makes me busy! byebye! :D
is love everlasting?
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Monday, October 22, 2007 3:55 PM
okay... been very lazy to update. anyway, decided not to update everyday cos i'm really getting lazy in blogging. lols. XD
anyways, i came to blog on the things that i want and what i wanna do! here it is~
My I want list: -NINTENDO DS! -Hamsters -nintendo DS games~
My to do list: -WORK. -chiong my blogshop :) -get ready for sec 3 -read up on vet science -become level 25 in audi -become lvl 50 in maple
lols. it's kinda short. :\ but nvm, i can add de. xP hehehs. some advertising~
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money money money :X
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007 4:56 PM
BE HAPPY. STAY POSITIVE.
why is it in it in every smart child? that acedemic is all that matters and not the interest the matter? why is it a MUST to be good in acedemic results to realise your dream? these smart kiddos are just robbing away their own youth. for me, i prefer to enjoy it while i could. i will NEVER aceed what i can do. i will accept the way i am.
even if im too dumb to be a vet due to ACEDEMIC results, i can still do other jobs. this is my list:
Vet Vet nurse Groomer Zoo keeper Crew in pet shop
im seriously O.K. with anything. to me, as in my OWN opinion, i feel that smart people are actually the dumbest people. firstly, they spend far too much time on studies that they forget about the real world. like how to communicate and forgetting that people actually have feelings that are fragile.
secondly, u see in U.K., aus, america... etc. all the people there are not that smart. but why do you see so many successful people there? why so many people realising their dreams there? furthermore, singapore has the BEST acedemic results. however, is there ACTUALLY ANY successful people at all? even if there is. i dun think they are even well known. i have loads of examples like bill gates blah blah. so see? u DONT HAVE to be good in acedemic results in order to be successful.
basically, all u need it just a good social life. a good mind (not the acedemic type) and a well-groomed personality. another point is, what is actually from the textbook useful in our daily lives?
Chinese : to speak well in the lang. however, what is chinese compre for? & chinese compo... how many people wants to be an author? how many still write letters in paper and pen? English : to speack well in the lang. however, again, what is compre for? Math : Unless you want to be an accountant of anything related, then u need this. for businesses u just need to know +-/*. will u use algebra is calculating money? o0 Science : why do u need to know how many chromosomes you have? u just have to know that u are human! lols. unless u wanna be a doc, u will have to know these stuff luh. English literature : to understand other people's character better? huh? Art : unless u have interest in it, it's just a waste of time. Home econs : for full-time housewives! Geog : o0 just live in what u are in lah! History : what's past it alrdy the past. why remember the dates?
see? u cant actually apply everything inside! hais... just a reminder, THIS IS MY OWN OPINION. do think about it. note : im not asking u not to study ah. -.-''
okay, now about tdy. :)
got back math, chinese and elit. hahahahhahhahahha. dun feel like toking abt it lah. especially math which i could have gotten full marks. -.-''
went to buy paint after school cos repainting my hse! sadly i wont really get to paint cos i will get asthmatic cough if i smell too much of it. :X hahas. xP kay, that's about all. lols. bye!
it's not all about YOU YOU YOU.
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007 9:19 PM
today!! finally... lols...
got back exam papers. lol. did VERY badly. xP i dun care luh. -.-'' im jus gonna lead a happy life. ^^ exam results dosent mean like when u will die right. =.= furthermore, im okay with whatever life god wants to give me. silly singaporean kids are putting to much pressure on themselves for acedemic results. which is kinda dumb. haha. :X no offence to anyone. ><'' anyway, it reminds me. me, trella and ali are gonna work during the hols!! ^^ money money!! $$$. lols. XD why when i type the dollar signs i see them as GREEN?!?! lol. seriously!! oh god, im money minded! :X hehehs.
another funny thing : some people are really ego to think that whatever i say is about them. =.='' who wants to talk about them in the first place anyway?! LOL. in my posts, i dun point fingers to anyone. unless otherwise stated lah. xP like all my last sentence is just something i make up. most of them are quotes that i have seen of just like a summary of the post. it isnt to point fingers to anyone that they are that. =.='' haha. i really almost laughed my head off...
oh yes, rocky's paw recovered today and he is as enegetic as ever now!! ^^v he now can look at me with his wide pearl black eyes begging for a famous amos cookie that i will never give him. xP hehehs.
silly silly silly
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9:12 PM
yup, so mainly today was all about sleeping... haha. XD
at night, mapled and faught with ros. :X again lah, because of same reason, because we think differently now...
i guess both of us has changed the way we think. reason why is due to the environment we are in, the different believes we are in now. the different thoughts we have. :( i know i've changed... i know sometimes im too harsh on things and think without thinking of the consequences. im trying to change more... to become a better person...
ros changed too... x( i hate changes, seriously, but one needs to adapt to the changed in life in order to walk on... ros seemed to be more serious about things now and tend to analyse them more than she used too... i know, all these while she likes to debate, and analyse things very clearly and she obviously knows how to say the right points. sadly, in my opinion lah, she thinks too complicatedly... sometimes, things are just as simple as it is. there's nothing more to worry...
in any case, im sorry ros. i know u're angry with me for being dumb and stupid. i accept the fact that you are always smarter than me. and i respect you for that. do forgive me, i love you. you are the only one i can turn to. if u turn ur back on me as well, who else do i turn to?
im sorry
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9:00 PM
SUNDAY~~~
^^ sunday was nice. played com first... mapling mainly. haha. hmm... then... lemme recall...
oh! yes! ros came over for awhile cos my maple mei pissed me off and got some of her frens to harrass us in maple. -.-'' idiots lah. zzz... ros had a fun time pissing them off in return anyway~ haha. XD then ros passed me the 881 soundtrack cd. ^^ listening to it now. :P
around evening, we went for camping!! :D it was kinda last minute. haha. rocky went as well! we bought chicken rice for everyone, including rocky. ;) pitched the tent, went to 7-11 to buy drinks. had a wonderful time!! sadly, rocky puked cos he ate rubbish on the sand. -.-'' greedy dog. haha. played games in the tent... the men went to the beach to take a walk while me and mummy tried sleeping inside the tent. around like 2+ all of us settled down to sleep. :) i woke up at around 5+ cos wanted to pee. haha. XD
stared at rocky and he woke up. he like cannot see me carefully. then he give he " i cant see if it's really her " look and went closer. in the end he realised it's really me then started wagging his tail. haha. he liked papa's hand and papa woke up and shove him away. lols. then he went back to sleep again. at about 6, went to wash up and realised rocky was limping. his paw was slightly injured. T.T massaged for him with a warm towel and cleaned his ear to prevent any infection from all the dirty sand. at abt 6+ everyone woke up and went to the beach to watch the sunrise. :)
there, rocky had his morning swim! haha. but he hates swimming... -.-'' he swim a little semi-circle then go back to shore alrdy. haha. the sunrise was nice... :D rocky started to shiver so i brought him back to the tent to dry him up and get him ready to go.
took many pictures!! :DD not going to upload it though... it's kinda private. dun wanna let the whole world see yea? :P anyway, packed up and went to macs to have breakfast. the drain was like not cleaned so it smelled horrid. anyways, still had our breakfast and the men went to have some cicling and walking. so me and mummy stayed at macs to slack. xPP
at around 10, we went home and everyone showered and slept. including rocky who slept even longer than us. lols. his poor paw, still hurt when we got home tho. :( i slept like until 7. -.-'' missed lunch. haha. had dinner and rocky still sleep sleep. he like half-dead liddat. haha. XD continueing in next post~
the best family outing ever
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7:22 PM
now for sat...
um... lemme try to recall wad happened... * thinks *
hmm, i think nth much? just stay home, play com, maple, audi, sims, Petz Vet... yea. haha. nice and simple yea? should i just end here? xP
no...
i shall make it looooonnnng first!!
something..
like....
THIS!!!
XD
XDD
XDD
haha.
okie dokies!
seeya~
it's me alright
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7:08 PM
okok... im seriously lack of updates. T.T haha. anyway, let's start with friday! :X
games day. yea. table tennis. :\\ we won all the rounds... sad thing is, we cant even get to play the finals all because of the silly eng test we had to take. -.- and it's all just for research. thank god i just wrote a bunch of crap inside. ^^ hehehs. cried a little during that damn test... was really sad. they jus robbed it off from us... the only thing that can prove that 2wisdom is actually a tiny bit bonded and united. sigh...
kk, enough of the silly games day. after games day, i had an emo half an hour while going to AMK hub with theresa and darice. i ate CHICKEN RICE!! YUMM~~ ^^v sad thing is, i saw ali. =.= haha. anyway, changed and went to arcade. played a few games and i had tummy ache. T.T sobb... took neoprints... oh! that reminds me, theresa havent cut the neoprints and passed to me and darice yet! ><'' lols. haha. we took funny neoprints. xD anyway, we were chased out still cos we were wearing school shorts. -.-''' stupid luh. then the man was spitting saliva summore. lols. XD so yucky!! keke. then right, on the bus to theresa's hse, theresa was like making up a funny name for the word SNG to make a new brand. LOL. very funny. xD
at theresa's hse... i used her toilet and when i came out i couldnt find them. walk up down up down. all the rooms like empty one. haha. so i called darice and realised they were upstairs. =.= it was kinda dark inside so i thot no one was in there. haha. xP
had reeeeaaaaal fun!! brought my dance mat along too so we could play 2 players!! ^^ hehehs. theresa dance until very ji dong. her arms fly here fly there. but she dance very well!! rahh!! haha. butterfly was like a mad song. make me wanna die. lols. so tiring lah! =P played a bit of theresa's pokemon game. heheh. very cute. in the end issit darice win? think so. haha cant really remember. :X
played till like 7+. :D went to hougang mall with family and darice. darice went to find her mum and i went to have dinner. their kopitiam very interesting. haha. but the western which i ate wasnt that nice... :X as in like, they anyhow cook liddat. summore the lady was coughing away. -.-'' yucks. had dinner and went home....
installed Petz Vet which theresa lent me. damn nice! can learn how to treat animals. gdgd. ^^ loving it... although it's kinda difficult, i learn quite a lot of things. ^^v yup, so that's about all... hehehs. bye~
oh yes, forgot to add... i broke with my audi dear le!!! :DDD haha. finally free from all boys. -.-'' kinda annoyed by them. :X
get lost.
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Thursday, October 11, 2007 7:32 PM
... back from arcade!! :D
okay, it was super fun. seriously. ^^ lols. on the mrt to woodlands, i saw this man very digusting. -.-'' he was like taking out food stuck inbetween his teeth and he burped twice. yuck!! then he was wearing his bluetooth on his right and a lady was sitting a seat away from his on his left. when he had a call and started talking the lady though he was mad. lols. she look at him up and down and gave the weird look. i almost burst out laughing. xD
anyway, went out with: Jane Darice Peishan Zhuangyun Linglan Kialin
and yes, they are in order of who came ealiest to lastest. xP played arcade for like um, 4 hrs?! whoosh! song bo?! :D played DDR the most. sadly no parapara nia... oh, that reminds me, im gonna play with my dance mat ltr. :D whee~ im dance crazy!! ^^ me and darice shared a card. we played basketball~ got a total of... 24 points. but played many times lah. we not so pro lah. xP haha yeah, so DDR~ then we played difficult and almost died. xD standard on DDR was like fail on the first round. the other DDR, not named as DDR lah, but a look-a-like was easy luh. difficult we can still pass. xD
played some drum game too and racing game. played the mario racing game. lols. funny sia. so cute. xD was damn thirsty after that. oh, peishan ah... dun sad kay? hope u enjoyed ur day with us yea? :) no matter wad comes out, what is done is alrdy done. u cant do anything abt it. at least when u get it back, u know wad u didnt know. from there, u can improve on the next one. :) no matter what, wo ai ni!! ^^
spent all my money. -.-'' left like 10 cents lols. XD i bo chap le lah. once go out money will all fly. ><'' too bad theresa couldnt make it... BUT! me and darice are going to her hse tmr after sch to play with her DDR mat! :DDD we going AMK hub to take neoprints first. and she told us to bring some comfy thing. oO lols. say wad her ktv very hot. dun get the link. lols i know im dumb lah. dont have to say anything abt it. -.-'' wa lao, i almost everyday go out. today almost watch movie again! see ah....
monday - go out, watch movie tuesday - go out, watch movie wednesday - school, rest at home thursday - go out, arcade (ALMOST watch movie) friday (going to) - go out, neoprints, theresa's hse for DDR
siao right? xD but very shuang lah. so slackk. :D darice even plan for next week if wanna pei her go watch movie AGAIN. -.-'' anyway, jus now went to pizza hut to eat dinner. mummy actually dun wan de. then me and my bro gang up then she gave in to us. xP yum yum~ hehehs. the lady who served us was very nice. :) anyway, it was a nice and kinda simple dinner. :D
hais... mummy said i have to check whether im allergic to animals... T.T im not! and even if i am, i wont give up my dream, i will still pursue it! i want to chooe my own path now... i will prove to u that i will be what i am happy with with this path im going to choose. no matter wad happens to me, i will dedicate my life to animals. even if it makes me sick and frail, even if it takes my life away..................
T.T nvm, i understand mummy. she wants the best for me and want me to be healthy. but i hope she can understand my passion and dream and interest and love. lols. xD
on sad thing. some people didnt feel a thing maybe cos they do not believe in god and are just cold-hearted. they think abt themselves only and keep their love to themselves... resulting them in not feeling the warmth given to them as they reject them coldly. haha. im jus talking crap. xD
maybe... you just have no heart at all...
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11:10 AM
zzz -.- stupid luh. act pro, actually so noob. lamos. anyway, blogging before leaving for arcade...
walao, i joined because i dun wanna hurt his feelings lah. biang leh. then ask me whether i wan join or not with that attitude. i say yes lah, wait for him to join together ma, how i know u alrdy make acc for him?! zz wait. characters shall be named mary and jack. mary and jack are friends for... 4 years? yea. i got some relationship with jack yea. anyway... continuation. then mary say wad find the stats for 1 hr -.- until hand pain then train jack's acc until lvl 9 le. wth. when did i say it was like a must to join together? i didnt even know u made an acc already. -.-''
so fine lah! i use my old acc lor. lvl 7 alrdy mah. happy liao ma? =.= then yesterday i go play again then both of them online. so idiotic mary make 3 acc same name. who so dumb to do that lah. it's not fun at all, seriously. not like i got supernatural powers to know who is who right. -.-'' so anyway, make party 3 of us inside. mary damn noob can, she's like lvl 69 and we are lvl 10 and 8?! how to get exp? it's like common sense lah. summore she lvl 69 le she still dunno. so i damn pissed ask ros come online. then i quit the party join hers. obviously better than a lvl 8 and lvl 10 then a lvl 8 and lvl 69 right?! dumbasses. i dun care even if jack reads this cos im like damn pissed off. anyway i dun feel anything for him. i've given in like so many times so that i wun hurt his feelings but... zz nvm, he will know tmr anyway. -.-'' fat hope. this is what i wanna tell both of them, actually mainly MARY:
ZAKENNAI!!! BAKA!!!
im so happy ros taught me those words. :) thanks ros! ^^v hehehs. okay, i better get ready to leave le. bye~
i never loved u in the first place anyway.
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007 2:40 PM
for the whole day today, we reflected.
Father Simon and his team specially came to touch our lives and change us. sadly, it wasnt that successful given the attitude of sngs girls. -.-''
i cried a tiny bit.. not cos of frens lah. cos of the stories his said like that grandmother one. i've decided that everytime i see my grandma i will huggggg her. :DD muack muack too! hehehs. xP watched a clip and a person said " i can rely on others, i no longer need to rely on my own strength ". i wasnt sure about that. what if they betray u? what if they backstab u? can u still reply on them? im confused... i think i stil perfer to rely on myself to pick myself up when i fall.
the fav part was when everyone went around to hug each other. me and xinru hugged the longers. :D whees~ still loving her. sadly we cant find jolene. T.T... sighs. oh right, on games day we have to do some stupid eng thing. RAHH. c'mon lah, we live in SINGAPORE. -.-''
oh right, we wrote letters to god. basically i seeked for forgiveness for all the sins i have made. i hope others would understand the reason behind every action i do. i want to throw away all the hatred in my life. i want to love, and i want to share this love to every person and every animal. i want to care for animals for they too, need as much love and care as us. i want god to be inside my heart forever, even after i leave this place. i guess, i can only rely on my creator, god. for he is the one who washes away my sins and gives me new strength. im only just a free tinker, but i do believe in him. i believe he can lend me a helping hand when i trip and fall. i know he can give me the love im lacking as i love him too. god, all i want to say to you is, i love you. thank you for creating me and sending me down to Earth. im grateful for that. :)
yea... haha. love god. xP um, my friends (promised not to mention names) pranked call boys. -.-'' they went around getting boys' phone numbers and start saying that they want to order pizza with love and that they are MISS SWAN. lol?! there were many different replies:
" hello...? hello...? hello...? ..... " " hello? huh? what pizza you want? hello~ " -hang up- " hello??? may i know who's this? " -hang up- etc etc... xP
hahas. damn funny luh. was like laughing like crazy but they just had to take my audi dear's no. and prank call him. -.-'' make me so paiseh had to call back and say sorry with my yucky voice. lols. yup, that's abt all! ^^
i've said sorry. i only need ur forgiveness.
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2:32 PM
oh my god. i forgot to blog yesterday! ><'' lols. lemme recall wad happened yesterday...
morning woke up like 6+ to get rdy to eat breakfast with ms cos he going to ns. haha. XD but in the end i brushteeth alrdy then i see mummy still lying on the bed then she say she not going. whees~ so i also happy nvr go say i very lazy and tired. xP
woke up like 11+ and started playing maple. i bough water of life from cash shop and they took my cash and never gimme my item! rahh~ T.T but in the end evening i go back check they gimme back my money. hehehs.
around like 2+ went to j8 with didi while mummy and papa went to swim. bought 2 tickets for underdog and was late so nvr buy popcorn and stuff. jus rushed in. didi saw his frens there. haha. xD anyway the show was fairly nice. and given my love to dogs (lol?) i enjoyed it more. it would be so fun to be able to talk to rocky huh. XD yeah, then didi saw his love and went bonkers. then blah blah... started to try to dodge the girls... haha.
went home without didi cos he stayed to play with his frens. played when i came home... then after awhile mummy and papa went out to pack dinner and fetch didi home. had zi cha! :DD very long nvr eat le. we had... black pepper crab (yum!!), fried rice, crispy noodles and... wads that called. -.- forgot le. haha. that long flat noodles in brown gravy. hehehs. :X
then went maple to play with my audi dear... zz shall not say what happened cos my mood was kinda ruined. act pro. kk stop. -.-'' yup, so that's abt all for today! :D
no, i dont love you.
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Monday, October 08, 2007 11:01 PM
T.T.... i've got a sprained knee! (i think) i was about to sit when suddenly there was a stinging pain on my knee! now i have difficulty standing up and sitting down... :( sob sob...
anyway jus now had dinner with ah ma. her birthday yea? :D so... this is what i came online for:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA!! <33
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NERIIIICE AWWW!!! :D lurbbx euux. lols. xP
haha yeah i know, my ah lian lang. getting so crazy over it with jane and darice cos of audi. haha. last night me, ros and my audi dear were like playing 8k freestyle. then we keep doing the stoning move. i was laughing like mad and mummy though i was crazy. -.-'' hehehs. tmr no school~ whees! xP kekeke. oh yea, i will put up my what to do list and what im grateful for list tmr. ;) do visit back to reeeaaad it! :X hahas. kay i shall enjoy myself and stay up late now! seeyas~
what a fun fun and simple life
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4:09 PM
whees~ exams are finally over! ^^ shuang liao~
today went out with... Alicia Trella Darice Peishan Emily Ruth Jialing Karen
hope didnt miss out anione. o0 lols. memory is failing. went to amk to watch balls of fiery. looking at balls flying here and there. lol dun think sick ah! hehehs. show was O.K... dun like the part where people keep dying cos of table tennis. i think that it's kinda of an insult. :\\ shall not say animore. anyway now my hands are itchy for table tennis! games day is coming! >=] wahahhas.
mummy finally bought her handphone after 1 whole yr. -.-'' now i want a new phone! my LG phone is dying on me. T.T lalala. i feel very tired now. wanna slp. xP
im so confused... i dun even know who i love now. it was a wrong mistake... very wrong... it shouldnt have ended, it shouldnt have started. this way, nothing would have happened... oh god help me. what are u planning for me? i dont understand your message... oh god just let me know who is heart is with now. let me undertsand, let me see it clearer. thank you god.
i just wanna know the full story
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Sunday, October 07, 2007 8:19 PM
look at this:
-j0ossiiee- [MOOD: flying liao] eeks, wait for me baby. says: oo, um, when ur free then u tell me bah. ^^ More than the expected™ says: im studying.. -j0ossiiee- [MOOD: flying liao] eeks, wait for me baby. says: oops, hm, when ur exams finish then? o0 More than the expected™ says: wed -j0ossiiee- [MOOD: flying liao] eeks, wait for me baby. says: okies. jiayous! More than the expected™ says: lol
hais. T.T so it's not today. and and, his short answers... zz nvm, i guess he's just busy.
i will wait for you
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7:55 PM
ARGH!!! HE.IS.ONLINE.NOW.
freak! he dao my sms lor! -.-'' and i bet he wont talk.. but what if he does? O_O sheeet!!! T.T... im gonna die... if he replies... i will ask him when his exam ends... then... yea.
lols. im talking rubbish. maybe, maybe, the answer i've long awaited for will be known today... i dunno... it's up to him. IM STRESSED UP!!! SOBS. boo hoo~ someone save me from this!
kay, enough! today... audi a bit then go maple le. then i ask this person to bring me to showa. then he keep staying with me. i dunno how to shoo him off nicely then lucky cloud mei came online. (zzz, he dced then he came online agn? argh. nvm i shall jus keep quiet.) then i say i go find her. then ZOOM ran off. lols. after that i very sian then log off le. jane i love you cos u play audi and maple. lols. xP
hais. i think i will talk to him when his status is like NOT busy. like ONLINE. -.-'' i think im going mad. seriously! hais... zz why i keep sighing. -.-'' kay lah, this thing is making me um, not be myself. or is this myself? going mad over such stupid things. zz... i shall WAIT. WAIT. WAIT.
i promised you i will love you forever
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Saturday, October 06, 2007 10:01 PM
SLACK AH SLACK!! :P
oo i jus lurrrve slacking!! ^^ slacked for the whole day. wad else can i do? :X study for chinese? ><'' please, no way. hehehs. jus study on sun night on the stupid wad lun. lols. XD
hais. maybe it shouldnt have started before i sorted out my feelings and know wad im thinking about... now i've hurt someone's feelings. great, wanyee ur one big bitch. :X (bitch as in female dog? XD) i feel so damn guilty now. i want it to be over quick. i want to make my decision quick. mr. tan shaowei please come online right now!! rahh... T.T he havent replied my sms yet... mus be too busy huh. -.-''
anyways, audi is getting boring... but today was kinda fun. played with jane, darice and ely's sister! :DD hahas. i either own them or get owned. -.-'' my fingers sot le. sometimes good sometimes bad. naughty fingers! haha.
ahhh!!!!!! cant get it outta my mind. T.T... quick... faster exams finish then come online~!! i wanna know how you feel... wad ur thinking right inside ur mind. argh. i mus be mad. can i say, im love-sick?! eew... lols. XP zzz, why am i writing all these when my classmates can read them off my blog?! freak. im 100% mad. maybe im just too sick... oh man, quick find a doctor for me. im dying... T.T!! oh right, mus remember to ask ros to lend theresa microsoft cd... mus remember to ask ros to lend theresa microsoft cd... mus remember to ask ros to lend theresa microsoft cd... mus remember to ask ros to lend theresa microsoft cd... mus remember to ask ros to lend theresa microsoft cd...
XD haha. i bet u had fun reading that. lols. remind me ah! xP oh yea... havent gone mutts and mittens with theresa!!! rahhhhH~~~~ hurry go!! i wan go!! tuesday can not... :X hehehs.
kay, going back to audi liaos. ^^ buh-bye~ slack time!
do you love me? deep inside your heart? oh no...
雀です。
Friday, October 05, 2007 11:02 PM
okay, im dedicating this post specially to yuying. :)
well, basically im really sorry.. as in really luh. haha. for all the ranting and stuffs and making you feel irritated. ><'' my ranting blog is like totally dead, because i've thrown all the hatred away with my life together with that stupid blog. im glad that you've changed. as in, not hating people anymore. :) im happy for you! as in, hating won't do any good to you. when you remove hatred, you find love. lols. XD
also, thanks a lot. for being such a good friend and forgiving me yea? im seriously glad that we have no more hatred between both of us. :P oh and i don't blame you for anything... really. although you like um, yea, you know do that, i dont blame you. i understand the anger you had inside you and the reason behind why you posted those stuffs. it made me realise things i didnt know in the past. thanks for enlightening me, but um, next time can do in a nicer way? :X hehehs.
yea, so that's about all. congrates on throwing away all ur hatred! well, it may not be all but, most of them. ;) haha.
good or bad, you never know the whole story
雀です。
12:33 PM
Specially Just For You.
here it is! the clip! :\\ im not sure if i should go... sighs. nehmind. maybe i should appreciate what i have now and not what i have lost? T.T it's so hard so let go...
anyway! 1 MORE PAPER!!! whees~ ^^ hehehs. love it. im already slacking. wahahahha. actually after science i alrdy slack le lor. :X hehehs.
you are the only one that can fit that missing piece in my heart
雀です。
Thursday, October 04, 2007 5:32 PM
phew~
math is over! :D at least it was kinda easy. ^^v hehehs. ltr gonna read through elit. :) i made a vid for him... i dunno... guess wads my big plan?
make a present, buy nice cupcakes and deliver it to him. :\\ it's really hard. im not sure if i can do it. T.T
wanna watch the video? will upload it here...? (or should i not) after it's done with processing. :) not i alrdy very slack lor. not much stuff to study. my wings more than 3 quarters opened liao. xP
should i or should i not?
雀です。
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 4:44 PM
SCIENCE IS OVER!! SONG BO?!
yup, it's over! no more memorising! left math... elit... chinese... all dunnid to memorise anything de. :P loving it. audi-ed a bit too much just now tho. ><'' thanks audi dear for helping me train for my liscence! i've improve kay? i oni failed by 2 perfs and 6k! :D almost pass... just hanged at last minute. lols. XD now im broke. :X hehehs.
anyway, it feels funny when a song actually 100% shows how you feel:
[just change girl to boy]
Elliott Yamin - Wait For You
I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for youIf you think I find it just ain’t trueI really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me) You gotta be feeling crazy How can you walk away(When) Everything stays the same I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that Why can’t you look at me? You’re still in love with me Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just start all over again Get it back to the way it was If you give me a chance I can love you right But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for youBaby I will wait for you If it’s the last thing I do Baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for youIf you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to doI’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …
im stuck... im inbetween. im confused. what should i do? i want it to happen, but i dun wanna hurt the other party. god save me. im missing you.
when songs shows exactly how you are feeling
雀です。
Tuesday, October 02, 2007 8:56 PM
YES!!! history shall be history! im never gonna touch it ever again! i counted my marks and i can only get around 50+%?! omg..
tmr? science. sigh. im also not sure. i feel like getting into triple science but.. you know, im too dumb and stupid. -.-'' hahas. shall make this post short. so, im gonna study. yah, study lah. -.-'' sheesh. i think i will die. T.T
anyway, i've DECIDED. i WILL get a pair of hammies after my exams! :D lovin' it. i will be a full time animals lover. hehehs. so i think dun go into triple science better right? have more time for animals. :) haha.
the time goes tick tock tick tock and my wings are spreading
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Monday, October 01, 2007 12:55 PM
YAY!!! XD
lols. geog paper is DONE. :D tmr is history. -.-'' i've counted the marks for geog like minus those i seriously dunno and i got 80%! :) so happy! but i think i will get lesser lah, minus this minus that. :\\ argh, almost broke my record in audi yesterday! it's like i got x10 perf and 797k! almost reach 8k but i MISSED. -.-'' freak. nehmind. can try again! :D
anyway, remember i talked about the girl on moblog? i've decided to follow her and keep 2 pets of each like noah. lols. so here is goes: