Tuesday, December 04, 2007 3:33 PM
im currently naruto crazy.
:D:D:D:D AND IM LOVING IT!!!!! <3333!! omg. i think im addicted. must CONTROL!!! anyway, i made a jap name. :D thanks ros for helping me out. ^_^
Watashiwa Suzuki Suzume desu! ^_^vhehe. :D i even made a ninja move!! it's called BURNING FOX. havent thought of what seals to use though. hehes. :P i wanna be a ninja!! it's so cool!!! man, i live in my own world of fantasies. hahahahahhaha. XD i lurrrrve my life!!japanese. i wanna learn!! but now i need to drill on my korean. going korea soon and my bro and i are having headaches remembering all the korean words. haha. but it's kinda interesting. :D when im back from korea, im gonna learn jap! well, if im not influenced by the korean there. :X hehe.
IM GONNA WEAR THE HAMBOK!! oh man, i've been wanting to wear it since i watched da chang jin. hahahahhaha. last yr right? ^_^ and i've been wanting to go korea since then. but uh, now i wanna go japan. AGAIN. :P i went when i was P4. knew nothing abt jap tho. hahahaha. anyway, this time when i go korea, im gonna SHOP. SHOP TILL I DROP!! ^_^v!! wahaha.
i have to finish my homework before i leave. that means, im gonna start on it right after i post this post!! aw man, now i wanna type forever. ><'' gahh whatever. more about naruto:
besically, i like the character Sasuke. haha. Naruto is nice too but he's more suitable for my '' funniest character '' award. (: the most favourable would be Sasuke. as for Sakura, i guess she falls in my '' c'mon, FIGHT!! '' award. :D haha. she's very pro in controlling her chakra but she just dont fight. as in, she should protect herself instead of just screaming. lols. XDXD
anyway, so this is my latest past-time. watching NARUTO!! weehee. currenly at episode 48. (: you guys should watch it too. it's... funny and at the same time, emotional. naruto's fighting spirit makes me admire him. as in, he grew up without parents... yet he can still be so happy. he makes me grow even stronger inside.
I AM A NINJA. I DONT FIGHT. BUT I AM AS STRONG AS A HOKAGE. WATASHIWA SUZUKI SUZUME DESU!!!
suzuki is my surname, suzume is my name. (:
雀です。
Sunday, December 02, 2007 10:01 PM
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!?!
argh. im totally pissed off with myself now. since young, i've nvr had a leadership post. fine. im an irresponsible, WEIRD, freaking person. everytime i join a cca, people will look at me as a WEIRDO. dammit. even up to now, it's still like that. i tried many ways of changing. by trying to get along with them... blah. but they still treat me like a freak. argh.
i dunno why... i've sort of given up on guides. T.T i really dont want this to happen. i thought i could excel in guides and be different from my other ccas i've had in primary school. but im wrong. my seniors still look at me in a way like im a freaking weirdo trying to catch attention. A FAKE PERSON who is useless. although they dont say it, their eyes shouts their thoughts out loud. many times im just cast aside. i try to be tough. but still, i disappoint my own friends unknowingly. i try my best in helping out. ok fine. maybe not all the time.
i wanna prove them wrong. especially those seniors who look at me in THAT way. it's damn sickening and i just wanna stare back at them. but i know i will just be in trouble, so i just look away. they dont know HOW MUCH they've hurt me. this is a msg to them. argh, they wont even know who they are anyway. -.-
FINE. I MAY BE WEIRD AT TIME BUT I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU CANT ACCEPT ME. AT LEAST STOP GIVING THOSE STARES AND HELP ME OUT?! F***!!!
zzz. when they talk bad about my juniors. like saying they are weird. i just keep quiet. cos i know how it feels to be talked bad about. to be known as a "weirdo". they just keep talking non-stop. giving those infamous STARES. why cant they put themselves in their shoes and think of how much it actually HURTS?! bakaaaaaaaa!!!!
it's gonna end. im no longer the freako all of you know. you have absolutely NO rights to call me names. i am what i am. you have no rights to call me what i am. THIS IS ME. NOT a weirdo. NOT a freako. I AM ME. I HAVE WHAT I GOT. I AM STRONG INSIDE. YOU ARE WEAK INSIDE. plain bullies. HURTING people MENTALLY. bakas. -.-
from this moment onwards, you are going to fall. im no longer a bud you guys can laugh at. i have bloomed. just watch and see... baka.
it ends from here.
雀です。