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Friday, November 21, 2008 11:52 PM

Kakashi... are you really gone? 100% not coming back ever again? I thought I can be childish again and talk to you as if you're real. I guess this is the last time?

I keep my fingers crossed and deceive myself... that u're still alive. I know I sound stupid but it still hurts when your fav char dies and will never appear in the series ever again right?

Laogong, i'm sorry i'm unable to protect you. To be frank, i'm proud of you... that u've done so much while you were alive. To serve and to protect. Although you're not real, you've taught me many things.

Ahh... Shall just put a song here. (: It's still quite an "emo" song though... Read the translated lyrics and you will know. It's the ending song for naruto currently.

Konda wa itsu aeru ka nante
Sonna kaoshite yoku ierutte
Omotteta yo nande darou
Nani mo ki ni naranai FURIshite
Ii wake suru nara kikou sama de
Tsunagatte taikara

Mou kao mo mitakunai megurokawazoi
Arienai tenkai odoru KEETAI
GOODBYE MEERU naraba wasuretai
“Hold me tight” but “dokka kietai”
Anytime shiberisugi no KY
Chirari miseru tsuyogari na “I cry”
Namida no kouka wa dore kurai?

Watashi na ri ni “ai saretai” afureru no ni kimi ga mienai
Nido to kimi ni aenai sonna ki ga suru nda…
Tsutaetai no ni umai kotoba mietara nai watashi tabun
Uso demo ii no ni “ikanai de” mo ienai yo

Kushami suru to deru hen na koeto
Kusha kusha ni warau BUSAIKU na kao
Tomaranai ase me wo kosuru kuse
Dou setsu maranai AITSU no tokusei

Nitemo nitsukenai futari no SUTAIRU
Muda ni Shy SENSU wa yayanai
Uso tsuku toki no fukumi warai
UZAI tokku ni BAREBARE mendokusai

Tamatama kareshi gai nai TAIMINGU de
Hima tsubushi teido no koi tte
Tomodachi ni mo ii wakeshitete
Masaka watashi ga oikaketeru…nande?

Tsumaranai JOOKU wa ittsumo kudoku
Douko made mo tsuzuku aki aki na TOOKU
Sono tabi ROKKU konda wa watashi kara Knock

Watashi na ri ni “ai saretai” afureru no ni kimi ga mienai
Nido to kimi ni aenai sonna ki ga surun da…
Tsutaetai no ni umai kotoba mietara nai watashi tabun
Uso demo ii no ni “ikanai de” mo ienai yo

Nigitteta te ga hanaretara
Kimi wa itsuka wasurechau no?
Watashi no koto

Watashi na ri ni “ai saretai” afureru no ni kimi ga mienai
Nido to kimi ni aenai sonna ki ga suru n da…
Tsutaetai no ni umai kotoba mietara nai watashi tabun
Uso demo ii no ni “ikanai demo” ienai yo

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"How long before we see each other again?"
What made me think that
You were saying it with a nice expression?
I pretend that there's nothing bothering me
I'll listen 'till morning as you make excuses
Because I want us to be connected

I don't even want to see your face along the Meguro river anymore
No development will come from this, my cell phone dances
If It's goodbye mail, I want to forget about it
"Hold me tight" but "I want to disappear to somewhere"
Any time that you're talking too much you don't seem to notice*
I let you see that "I cry" a little while pretending to be strong
How well did those tears work on you?

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

The strange voice he has when he sneezes
The screwed up face he has when he laughs
His habit of rubbing his eyes when he can't stop sweating
No matter how you look at, his personality is boring

Our styles aren't similar at all
He's uselessly shy, a bit in bad taste
The smirk he has when he lies is annoying
I figured those out ages ago, it sucks

I just didn't have a boyfriend at the time
It was just a relationship for me to kill time with
Those are the excuses I told my friends
There's no way I was pursuing him...huh?

He tries to win me over with boring jokes
And I'm sick of his nonstop talking
I've always locked him out, and now I'm knocking

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

When our hands come apart
Will you forget someday?
About me?

Even though "I want to be loved" in my own way, it fills me, but I can't see you
I just have the feeling that I'll never see you again...
I want to tell you that, but I can't find the right words
Maybe it's okay if I lie, but I can't even say "Don't go away"

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Ikanai de... Watashi wa omae ga daisuki desu. Ne? Onegaishimasu

(PHAIL. failed attempt to write with my limitied jap knowledge)

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008 2:30 PM

Okay... So uh, im finally blogging after donkey years. XD But i'm here to do a quiz tagged by sato my lessy~ ^^ Muack muack loves! Okay so here it goes!

#1 : The person who asked me to do this quiz is ?
Saotshi, my lessy (:

#2 : Your relationship with him/her ?
My lesbian. TEEHEE!

#3 : your 5 impressions of him .
Cute, funny... I dunno, lesbian-y? XD

#4 : The most memorable thing he/she has done for you .
Ehto... Comfort me when a spider bully me. LOL?

#5 : The most memorable thing he/she has said to you .
"Hai hai~" ._.''

#6 : If he/she becomes your LOVER, things he/she should improve is ?
You are already perfect, my love. :P

#7 : If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
Slap, kick, punch, pinch, swing him away.

#8 : What is the thing you want to tell him/her now ?
Miss you leh! Hope you would be less busy soon. ^^ Still got our many many dates haven go yet! LOL!

#9 : Your overall impression of him .
Lovable. SAY YOU LOVE ME!

#10 : How do you think the person around you think about you ?
Weird.

#11 : The character you love of yourself is ?
Uh... I'm not sure leh. Eh, laughable? -.-

#12 : On the contrary , the character you hate of yourself is ?
Being lazy!

#13 : The most ideal person you want to be is ?
Hardworking and able to juggle my time well.

#14 : For people(s) who cares & likes about you, say something to them .
Arigatou-gozaimasu. Honto ni gomenasai. Aishiteru!
(Thank you very much. Really sorry. Love!)

#15 : Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know their feelings about you
1. Ros
2. Jac
3. Jane
4. Jessica
5. Darice
6. Yuns
7. Jelly
8. Ghosty
9. Simin (:
10. Kakashi
Okay I cannot think of anyone so I just crapped this 10 out. XD

#16 : who num.6 having a relationship with ?
Kikker.

#17 : Is num.9 female or male ?
Female

#18 : If num.7 & num.1 be together, will it be a good thing ?
Uh, i doubt so.

#19 : What is num.2 studying about ?
"O"s.

#20 : When was the last time you chatted with number three ?
About 2 days ago? I think we will talk today anw. XD

#21 : What kind of music does num.8 like ?
TOTALLY no idea. -_-

#22 : Does num.1 have siblings ?
Uh huh.

#23 : Will you woo num.3 ??
YES IM ALREADY DOING THAT. ^^

#24 : How about num.7 ?
Hmm, I love her but I don't think I will be les with her cos I already have sato. :P

#25 : Is num.4 attached ?
No. -.-

#26 : What is the surname of Num.5 ?
HO HO HO!

#27 : What is the hobby of num.1 ??
Uh... Anything jap related. Watching animes? >.<

#28 : Does num.5 and num.9 get along well ?
Lol, they dunno each other... YET.

#29 : Where is num.2 studying at ?
SNGS

#30 : Talk something about num.1 .
She's my most loved cousin. (:

#31 : Have you tried developing feelings for num.8 ?
Tried but failed. LOL. Jkjk. XD

#32 : Where does num.9 stay ?
Singapore. XD

#33 : Are you num.1 and num.5 best friends ?
Eh... Yes and no.

#34 : Does num.1 have pets ?
Nope.

#35 : Is num.7 the sexiest person in the world ?
Yes, to me. XD

#36 : What is num.1 doing now ?
Lunch/Highstreet/Studying

Okay that was really lame. -_-... But whatever! Hope you enjoyed it. Lawl. XD

Pushing myself... I think.

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