Monday, November 26, 2007 7:56 PM
today sucks... TOTALLY.
morning wake up like 11am. hurry wash up and change to go out meet seller. then cos very rush nvr eat breakfast. T.T... and just nice i hong yun dang tou. (if you dunno wads tt then ask lol) first went to bukit batok take SOMETHING [TOP SECRET!]. then i started to have cramps le. SOBS. pain pain. afterthat go woodlands take bag. (for someone's birthday present! :D)
from woodlands wanted to head home straight away but papa and didi still out and not going home soon. so decided to go nai nai's hse for awhile wait for papa to fetch me home. lols, cos i forgot to bring key out. :X from woodlands i entered the mrt.. no seat so no choice but to stand. my cramps were like more and more pain. after awhile i started having COLD SWEAT. and feeling super duper giddy. started seeing stars as well. T_T next stop a lady stand up then i hurry sit on her seat. the seat still super hot lols. on the mrt i just rest as much as i could. feeling super weak and cold. damn scary. i knew i was about to faint lor. reach bishan that time i still not well. grab the pole the get up also a bit shaking haha. stood up and went out of the mrt. walking to the stairs that time i felt super weak and fainty again. so hurry sit down. rest for awhile more than zoom to macs to rest. lucky not peak hour so have quite a few seats. while walking i almost black out. my vision was like 4/5 gone! hurry sat and lay my head on the table. T.T scary luh.
smsed papa and while smsing my fingers were trembling. -.- no energy at all cos nvr eat breakfast. summore my phone no batt le but still can mian qiang sms papa. thank god!! at that time i left $1 so decided to eat something hopefully will feel better. look at macdonalds menu and just nice apple pie $1. OH YEAH. i supposed to have like $3 but my time exceeded so have to pay them $2. what shit lah. freaking -BEEP!-.. if have $3 i could have eaten like fries or something with was more appetizing then APPLE PIE. seriously, i dun really fancy apple pie thats why. :\ kept praying that my pain would be not so intence and that papa would reach soon. when papa came he said i looked like i was on drugs. -.-'' he bought me hot milo. (: but very hot then i scalded my MOUTH. -.- yes, including my lips. ): cos i drank from straw so yeah... rest rest rest.. the milo still very hot. so decided to go fetch didi from AMKSS. i took the whole backseat cos i slept. damn shuang cos in lying position cos my pain was much better. (: slept until quite soundly cos i felt damn weak. uh i forgot i mention that i cant eat my apple pie cos i felt like vomitting the moment i started chewing on it. T.T... sleep sleep sleep~ nvr eat lunch also cos very pain and dun feel like eating. )': come home immediately on aircon then sleep on my nicenice bed. (: that time dunno what time then sleep until dinner time. wake up much better jus that cramps still pain. dun feel like fainting le. ate chicken porridge. and now here i am blogging. jus ate panadol. (: hopefully it would ease the pain. oh god i pray for you!! i wanna get better! silly eve went to eat the damn apple and caused all the pain on us women now. ): as in natural pains... [e.g. menses, child birth... etc.] damn! ): if i were here i wouldnt eat it. cos i trust god. :D okie, gonna stone now. :P byebye!
first time i felt this way. T.T
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Sunday, November 11, 2007 11:57 AM
i thought i have gotten over it...
i had a dream a few nights ago... i stumbled upon a blog of a maple guild. well, the guild was made by him. and it was for this other girl. (forgot her name) because they broke, and he still likes her so he made the guild specially for her. i dunno why, but i felt hurt. HURT. -.-'' dammit. why cant i jus get over it? he isnt like before already anyway! the person i knew isnt in him anymore. :\\ sigh. what is god trying to tell me? o.o'' i though i had... maybe deep inside, i havent. :(
anyway, i jus realised for chem quiz 1 i didnt submit cos i freakingly cant submit it. -.-'' dang. and there's chem quiz 2 already. RAHH. not even in the MOOD to do it. sheesh! sian. these few days jus playing with my ds. i want a hammie but my mummy and papa dun allow i think... :(( sobb. who cant gimme? :P heehee.
i like nvr play maple and audi le. jus DS DS DS. lols. i shall go play now too! :P BYEBYE! :D
is the love really gone between us?
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Friday, November 09, 2007 12:55 PM
hi all :)
haha, it has been a long time ever since i updated huh. ;) basically these few days i've been very busy. bro's birthday... going out... so yea, i didnt go online for 2 whole days! wa biang! and i survived. oO haha. that's good isnt it? :D anyway... kinda belated but...
HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY DIDI! (: WO AI NI! :DDhurrhurr. (: realised i havent gave him a present yet. :X im kinda short of cash now ya know. haha. XD will give asap. :P and my table is in a read mess. cant stand it. RAHH. mus clean up by the end of this week. :D OH YES. i got my nintendo ds! decided to put the list on the side so that i dont have to keep writing it in my posts. (:ANYWAY! my MAIN purpose in today's update is to write 2 poems to 3 special friends. :) don't be jealous if u r not one of the 3! haha. so here it goes:
Theresa
Theresa is my friend.
I know out friendship will never end.
Even if we never ever talked,
Our friendship will still not stop.
We founght,
We thought,
We played,
We cried.
" SHE is so irritating "
I used to write on my MSN nick.
" SHE never asks me anything "
She used to write on her MSN nick.
We knew it was each other.
But when we confronted each other,
We denied everything.
But we still said " SORRY! ".
This made out friendship continue.
And not stop because we knew,
Our friendship is one special one.
One that everyone wants.
Thank you, theresa.
For being there, theresa.
You are my one special friend,
And I hope, our friendship will never end.
I love you!
Nerice & Huiting
Started as a twosome,
And with me, we became the threesome.
The laughters we shared,
The concerns when I was in despair.
I cherish our friendship a lot.
I hope that you will have this thought:
That our friendship will go on,
TILL DEATH TEAR US APART!
Naughty little girls,
Oh yes we were.
In 2006 though last year,
When our parents keep pulling our ears.
We went home late,
With a tired face.
We created trouble,
And we just go " uh-oh! "
Let us continue this friendship,
Nerice and Huiting.
Huiting be a nice little kitty,
And Nerice, continue beingg anti-cheese.
Combined birthday party,
With Huiting and me.
Celebrate among the three of us,
And maybe, my cuz. :P
Huiting, I love you.
Nerice, I love you.
Till death tear us apart,
Till death tear us apart.
Thank you, my lovely friends.
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