Monday, August 27, 2007 8:47 PM
hey people! :)
these few days has been rather interesting. sat was yu ying's birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU YING! LOVE YOU LOTS! :)lol it's rather belated but, yeah, part 2 of ur present is finally done!! :D u mus love me back k. haha. study hard and love ur wallet always! oh, ur bag too! ;) weekends has been rather slack, cant get myself down to work. i shall start TODAY then! yay! :D oh, decided my rules from the previous post sucked. so i got myself a new set of rules + goals! :)
1. 10 questions of math and science daily.
2. Ask teachers questions from assesment book which i dont understand.
3. Get huiting to teach me some chem stuff im still not sure about.
4. Know what i dont know.
5. Finish all the mindmaps by sep hols.
6. Do work during recess/free period/between lessons.
7. Stop gaming sooooo much!!
8. Dont listen to valarie and go back mapling. ><
9. Read 2 books before EOYs.
10. Print out my set of rules.
11. Wake up at 10am LATEST on weekends.
12. Sleep at 12am latest on weekdays, 1am on weekends.
13. After finish mindmaps, read through again and again and memorise.
14. No going out during hols unless to STUDY!
15. Fufill all the rules and goals. :)
15 sweet and nice ones! haha. kind of love them cos it's more realistic. =]
something for you: i've already apologised to you and you still dont wanna accept it. while you apologised to me and i've actually forgiven you on the day the incident happened. i hope you understand that i post for a reason. im not the sort who go around hurting people and making their lives miserable. i just wanted you to understand how i feel deep inside too. keeping things inside my heart dosent work in a friendship. although it may keep the friendship going on for awhile, it will not stay for long. you said you werent affected by the post. if you werent, you wouldnt have written that letter to hurt my feeling back. do note that whenever you hurt me, i forgave you without you apologising to me. how about you? saying sorry is so difficult for you. in life, you must learn to forgive and forget or you will never go on. although you just went " ok, fine. sorry then. ", i still accepted your apology. however, despite me saying sorry once i realised what wrong i have done, you still refuse to forgive me and continue giving me a " im never gonna forgive you " tone. you tell me to think of how you feel, fine. i though about it that's why i agreed yu ying in letting both of us have a talk through msn. i wanted to know if i have done anything wrong in the past that make you unhappy about the friendship. now that i know, i sincerely apologise to you. i swear i've never thought or wanted for us to become like before. i can't risk myself getting hurt by you after continuous times you have hurt me. i believe this is the first time im hurting you and im already saying sorry to you. you? you've hurt me numerous times and still refuse to apologise after explaining it to you so many times why im upset. i hate to make enemies. the feeling is disgusting. but since you love making enemies and love this disgusting feeling, i have nothing else to say. just wanna let you know i finally saw ur true colours.
Life is full of rainbows :)
雀です。