Friday, September 21, 2007 10:23 PM
hello! im back from ah ma's house! :D
rushed there so that can catch last episode of 'falling in love'. :D the show dosent really rock but i love it cos Jessica acts inside!! ^^ whee! loving her. haha. now can concentrate on studies and wait for shou zu! :) cant wait!
anyway dinner was ok. love the chicken wings. xiang teng came later cos she went to her friend's place to make fruit tarts. looked nice but didnt manage to try it. yiyi's mooncake was covered with ants. :\ not a lot but she said they were dying inside. oO lols. after dinner watched the boys play duel master card. they taught me how to play and i managed to win my bro for my second game! :D plan to buy a deck after EOYs just to have some fun. :P
haha. love catching up with my relatives. oh yeah, my P1 boy cousin is damn funny. in school he is bullied by this bully. reason? because of a girl. both my cousin and the bully likes this particular girl. then one day the girl finally made a desicion and chose my cousin. lols. XD the bully got so fed up so he started bullying my cousin. with sharp things summore! very bad right. tsk tsk. anyway then my cousin have 28 followers and the bully only has 2! XD so everytime he's about the get bullied he calls for help and everyone bullies each other while he just sits down and eat his recess. damn funny! so it's like bullying each other. furthermore they are only P1 and over a GIRL?! -.-''
ok im going behind time for my mindmaps. including today and tomorrow i need to do 5 at least! i plan to do like 1 today and 4 tomorrow since i will be at home for the entire day. :P oh yeah, theresa is alright. :) so glad she is. she's calling me tomorrow (i hope) to have a talk. just a normal one. shall not elaborate.
oh man, i can help it but to say:
I'VE GOT THE BEST FAMILY IN THE WORLD AND IM LOVING THEM! :D LOVE THEM ALL!!! <33anyway ah ma gave mummy her birthday present. it's always either clothes/towel/bag. cos she just simply looooooves shopping! always go overseas and shop shop shop. this time, it was a green outfit and it looks nice on mummy! usually the things we buy we wont use cos it dosent suit us and in the end it rots in the cupboard. but this time it's different! good job ah ma! :D lols. mummy was like saying " finally! ". XD hmm, today i was wondering, what exactly are humans like and what exactly is considered inhuman? humans are all not perfect. no one is. however, people always call others 'inhuman'. must a human be compassionate, kind, helpful, loving, caring, etc. to be considered a human? maybe it's just human's nature to be wilful, irritating, hypocritical, evil, etc.? when you see someone in the news who just murdered someone you call that person 'inhuman'. why? cos a life was just taken away. but what about you yourself squashing an ant that innocently crawled past ur table? it didnt even irritate you or anything, it just simply, walked past! no matter how small a life is, it's still a life afterall. whatever you do, ask ur conscience. vala told me some people who dun even have conscience at all and i so believe her. i cant say those people are 'inhuman' but they definitely either have no self-conscience or they are strugling inside, finding it hard to face their conscience. me and vala bet it's because they have no self-conscience. :D
oh yeah, today i made a grave mistake! shouldnt have acted like that infront of them. ><'' he told me to act like my ownself next time and i shall take his advice. :) i have a feeling now, that i dun think he was talking about me in the first place. i think it's just pure coincidence. as in, when i talk to him he does care, but i dunno, i just dun have that feeling we used to share last time. maybe it's really over between us? forever? maybe he found someone else better than me, more understanding, more loving? i dunno. i plan to ask him when exams are over. and if he dosent have another girl, i shall express to him how i feel. XD cloud mei told me to tell him myself instead of indirectly.
cant wait till exams are over! im planning to catch a movie and ask trella, darice and theresa along as well. ooh huiting too! :D ah, why am i talking about this when i should be thinking about my exams? -piak- [goes back to exam mood] haha ok need to chiong mindmaps liao! seeyas! update tmr at night! :DD
i've never cherished my life so much before in life.
now i know how much joy there is in my life and no sorrows at all.
pitiful little creatures.
雀です。