Sunday, September 16, 2007 6:18 PM
heya people. today, i've decided to think of life differently.
Firstly, humans are selfish and dumb creatures. selfish because they only think of themselves and dumb because they only realise their mistakes at the end and start to regret. also, dumb because they make things that destroy the Earth. -.- dumb because they dun understand what dogs are saying while they know what we are saying. lol.
Secondly, i've decided that sometimes things are just supposed to be the way it is. like when a friend does not want to forgive u and whenever u wanna apologise ur friend changes the subject. whenever i have this problem i shall apologise twice and if she still does not want to forgive it, i shall just let it be. being not my friend is their lost, not mine.
Thirdly, i read this web about girls life.. and, i learnt that st.nicks girls really have a problem? as in they put up some advice on friendship and every single person in st.nicks is tackling problems totally wrongly. gasp. oh and " Forgiveness is defined as recognizing you have been wronged ". since people dun want to forgive me i guess is that they don't think i've offended them at all? im kind of confused..
can read more at:
http://www.beinggirl.com.sg/advice/frnd_forgive.phpfrankly, this is the darkest moment of my life. even me and my cuz quarelled because i didnt tell her my problems. sigh. i guess i should have, since she is the closest person on Earth to me. sorry ros. :\ forgive me please!
anyway, im glad i still have my friends and loved ones supporting me all these while.
p.s. even he is helping me out. i feel very fortunate now.
therefore, i've decided that:
Nothing can make me depressed because it is I that choose to feel depressed and rejected. No matter what happens, so long as I am still alive and breathing, my life shall be filled with excitement and joy. With him and everyone else by my side, I shall overcome this darkest moment of my life and see light at the end of this tunnel.
Whatever that happens, just stay optimistic and proud of what you are. Everything that happens is God's will. However, that does not mean you have no control in anything. God's will, to me, is whatever consequences that happens in the end, you do not know whether it is good or bad, as the world keeps spinning and anything might happen. God's will, is something you do not know.
okay, enought of the " advicing ". lols. today i only did my 10 questions so far!! T.T mus buck up, today mus at least finish one mindmap! if not cannot sleep! ><'' k, time to chiong! :)
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