Tuesday, September 18, 2007 9:54 PM
ok, just a quick post!
was talking to jessica and trella just now and they taught me something:
" it's just life, one day you will eventually experience the bitter times of your life. might as well experience it now so that you can handle it better when you grow up. "
i found it really meaningful and it really is very conforting.
all these has made me stronger. im no longer so fragile. i realised what i did was really childish. eew. so glad i removed the posts. haha. seriously, i've become a step closer to the real world. i swear i will so not do the stuff i've done in the past. it's simply, hm, disgusting! :D i kind of want to even thank god for letting me go through these so as to make me a stronger person. thank you lord!
Thanks to all my friends who have stayed by me all these while. well, im not pointing fingers to anyone with this post but yeah, i just felt i've grown stronger. i do not care what others say, what others think. what is important to me now is to have my loved ones and friends beside me. nothing is gonna make me cry, nothing is gonna stop me, for i am stronger now! :DD
also, i guess i kind of um, deserve it? cos i did it in the past and i guess lord just want me to have a taste of how it feels. thanks lord, i have realised my mistake. i've already apologised. guilt and sorrows shall never hold me down ever.
k, this isnt really a short post but yeah.... XD
the new, stronger me.
雀です。