Thursday, October 02, 2008 5:26 PM
i'm 15. okay. my parent expect me to be mature by now.
on the internet, people always say the way i type make me sound very mature. like around 25 years old. i take that as a compliment. but no matter how mature people are, there is still a level of childishness within a person. no one is perfect.
im short-tempered. i admit that fact. shouldn't u know that by now? cheating my feelings like that. especially when im stressed up during the exam period. there is an extent to jokes okay? im working so hard just to meet your expectations and of cos, my own future.
i merely went out to post items and buy KFC for lunch. and when im angry, i dont remember much. so when u ask me why i didnt answer didi when he asked me where i was going, i said i didnt hear. i swear, according to my memory, i didnt hear anything. and you went "yeah right". oh great, what do u want me to tell u then? furthermore, u went "you dunno your sis well meh" when i was about to go out. so i assume that u "know where im going".
when i came back, u simply put all the blame on me. i've answered the questions u wanted me to answer. i said the truth. and u dun wanna believe me. fine. whats worst it that u forced me to apologise. i've already admitted my mistake that i didnt tell u guys where i was going before i left. so my father came in, scolded, and told me to apologise to my mum. then my mum came in, scolded, and told me to apologise to my father. wtf?
seriously, i dont apologise when i feel that i've done nothing wrong. u hurt my feelings and i was just angry. i dont have the rights to be angry? i alrdy know im wrong! so i angry cannot issit? then u all angry i must apologise la. ha, okay lor. whatever. im not going to. until u tell me a valid reason.
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i bet my maturity level dropped or sth. ._.'' i've been very crappy these few days. sigh. maybe it's all the stress accumulated. :( i hope i would be better after exams. i hate this feeling of crappyness. T.T jiayous, next week i will be free.
Sorry.
雀です。