Tuesday, March 02, 2010 1:45 AM
2am in the morning, watching youtube vids of St. Nicks.
I started watching the Mrs. Cheong farewell vid, when everyone was singing the IJ song together. I can still remember how I felt. I felt the warmth, I wanted to cry. As I watched the vid, nostalgia came rushing back to me. I wanted to cry.
I have to admit, I've been surpressing the feelings of missing St. Nicks for a long time now. Finally, all the memories are back flooding in my small pathetic brain. 10 long years worth of memory. I can still rmb the 1st day of school for both Pri 1 and Sec 1. As much as I'm excited to go to TP, I still can't help but wish I'm still in St. Nicks.
I miss Guides the most. It's one of the most significant moments of my life. Esp Nerice Aw, silly girl whom I've known since Sec 1. I'm really afraid we will lose contact in years to come. Even now, we haven't been chatting regularly on MSN. ): Nerice Aw, talk to me when you're free kay! Let's go out during your June hols!! :D
I need to go back to St. Nicks badly. Just to visit and see my little juniors working their butts off for O levels. ;x Oops. Hahaha. But I'll still miss the old campus. They are gonna renovate it so it won't be the same as before. ): I need a hug. A St. Nicks hug. I want all my friends, my teachers (no matter how sucky they are), my juniors, the school auntie and uncles and everyone invovled in St. Nicks. I just wanna be back for awhile more.
It's not that I didn't cherish the times I had in St. Nicks. Since Primary school, I've always told myself in random moments "I'm happy to be in the present".
Thank you to all that made the wonderful memories I had in St. Nicks. It has been a really awesome 10 years. Even though there were fights and arguements, I left St. Nicks without any enemies. I said sorry to those that I should have and all grudges were let go. We are all part of the St. Nicks family. (:
19th April, actually before that cos of Orientation, I'll be stepping into a new school. I'm excited yet scared at the same time. I've been in the same school, same environment for 10years. I have no idea how it feels like to be in the same school as a bunch of guys, no idea how I'm gonna adapt, no idea what friends I'll make.
But anyways, I miss St. Nicks. T.T... I just wanna cry and let all the emotions flow. ARGH!!
Okay. Enough. 10 years is over. Time for more exciting things ahead. I'll bring the memories along with me and move forward!! TP HERE I COME. I'm so gonna make nice memories in TP. I'm gonna join the Japanese Cultural Group and be a maid for the cafe they're planning. OH YEAH~!
HAHA. SOB SOB. HAHA. SOB SOB. OKAY I'M GOING MAD.
IJ Spirit burning bright...
雀です。