Wednesday, November 24, 2010 11:08 PM
An awesome friend of mine is leaving for aus... Maybe even 2 awesome friends.
I got the news while I was in school today. Tears were like coming and going, but I never cried. I held them back. For the whole day I kept thinking how it will never EVER be the same again... and like what my awesome friend said in her blog, it's too soon, too sudden.
When I got home, the information really sank in and I started crying. I couldn't stop. We haven't even been together for a year and they are leaving already. It's not enough. I'm not satisfied. This is not what I want!
...But I guess, life does not go the way you want it to.
I don't know what to write... I'm just taken back by the whole news. I mean... We were supposed to be in this journey together... I really can't imagine life without my awesome friends. Although it has been merely 7 months of knowing each other, I feel like we've been friends for at least 5 years. We have already forged a bond... I'm so afraid that the bond might disappear once they leave. It's a test of friendship, a test of how much we mean to each other.
I checked how much budget airline tickets are to perth... they were about $300 for a 2 way flight, which SUCKS. What about accomodation and food and shopping? Omg. I really wanna visit them during our hols but... I'm too bloody broke. ):
To the both of you:
I will miss you guys sooooo much. Our fact sharing sessions, our sun-shine-in, our birthday parties, our gay family role play and everything about the both of you. With you guys gone, I guess we will always feel empty... But don't worry, I'm sure with our determination and faith, we will all end up together again, hopefully 2 years later. So remember, study very very hard!! Have determination!! Pay attention during lessons and do all your homework! Whenever you're homesick or just, well, MISS US, remember we'll always be on MSN to talk to! Remember to try going to facebook just to catch up! But studies more important! Facebook 2nd. :D
Despite the fact that I really don't want things to change, for you guys to leave, I honestly support you guys from the bottom of my heart. I'm sure we will meet again. So go ahead and never turn back. I can't bare to see both of you seperated as well so I really hope you two can go together. Have fun there, study hard together and see you guys in 2 years. (:
For now, let's just doubly cherish the times we have as an 'official' clique. We really have to have our clique outing with just the 4 of us. We haven't have that yet! Hahaha. :D
Jiayous and I love you both. * hearts *
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